Sunday, September 17, 2006
P.S: I'm still not over you
I'm still not over the fact that i've disappointed my friend.
I mean, i didn't expect this to happen either.
And yeah, its just frustrating la.
What are friends? They're the ones who protect you from harm, be there for you, understand you, the ones who are sensitive to your feelings, and definately not the ones who disappoint you.
So, a bad friend perhaps, i am?
"Am i a very bad friend?"
"How can you be a bad friend? When you're my best friend :)"
Thank you, you know i love you so.
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Let me start off about yesterday, so after Ann and Vicko left, i went to bathe and stuff and took a slow and lonely walk to macs where i completed 3 chapters of chemistry.
Then walked to Candice Chai's place for a bit. Talked and joked and ate her supper!
Left her place arnd 12am feeling damn scared. Talked to evedearest on the way out.
Met the BFB (Re: BigFatButch) at macs and she bought me a crunchie and gay teenage magazine.
Learnt a new way of eating fries and such, then we studied our ass off in the bloody noisy party envioronment till 0300am.
Mum asked her to come over so she came and sleep over.
We walked a long scary way back from macs and i learnt how to walk and smile like a butch! :D Fell asleep at 0400am after irritating her with my rubber mat hahaha.
Got up to Sexyback blasting in our ears at 0800am this morning and rushed down to meet her dad who fetched us to her place.
Had breakfast and took a nap while waiting for Chng.
Went to meet chng and the pretty girl at the busstop, heh. BFB's dad sent us to east coast where we went roller blading!!! :D
And ass man, i fell down 7 times and injured my ankle, knees and palms boohoo. I suck at rollerblading.
Talking to both the sex goddeness (R and A) were lovely cos we can seriously relate to one another.
We're like the, desperately trying to move on, but failed and are currently out of love association.
We seem to be looking for love in the wrong place but nvm, we have each other :D
A's dad sent us home then after that bathed and went to meet the two of them again at bishan. The libary was too croweded so we left for Swensens to study.
Had lunch, thanks ann's dad! His treat.
Did some chem then we went and window shopped.
Bought this bird whistle where im gonna irritate everyone on monday yayyeee.
Trained down to chinatown and met ry. Shopped arnd, was damn bloody tired.
Then left for home, wasn't feeling so good cos i did some thinking and i realised i wasn't upset nor miserable. I was more of angry.
So i went for a run arnd 11pm and ran out 4km of anger :) I came home, read smthg not so pleasant and felt angry all over again.
So i went to bathe and washed away the anger. I am so stupid.
Yea so i am going to start work soon.
Tmrw's gonna be an early day manz.
Oh oh ______ gave me his number!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I almost fainted when i saw it.
I think im going to skip studying tonight, i am damn bloody tired and sleeping and exhuasted emotionally and physically.
I think ang ann na is the best butch EVER and rachel would def agree with me. I've never seen a butch as open and funloving as ann na, going the extremes just to make someone happy. I mean, i doubt any other butch i know would do such a thing so what the hell. Ann you are the best. We shall buy the QI chinese word and the gross wedding rings and get married hahahahhaha i'm just kidding. So ann na wore a DRESS yeeeha. I love you ann!
You kick ass babe
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"Do you ever feel like she takes you for granted?"
"Yeah. All the time."
I've been thinking, yknw..
You don't.
@ 1:09 AM
P.S: I'm still not over you
I'm still not over the fact that i've disappointed my friend.
I mean, i didn't expect this to happen either.
And yeah, its just frustrating la.
What are friends? They're the ones who protect you from harm, be there for you, understand you, the ones who are sensitive to your feelings, and definately not the ones who disappoint you.
So, a bad friend perhaps, i am?
"Am i a very bad friend?"
"How can you be a bad friend? When you're my best friend :)"
Thank you, you know i love you so.
-
Let me start off about yesterday, so after Ann and Vicko left, i went to bathe and stuff and took a slow and lonely walk to macs where i completed 3 chapters of chemistry.
Then walked to Candice Chai's place for a bit. Talked and joked and ate her supper!
Left her place arnd 12am feeling damn scared. Talked to evedearest on the way out.
Met the BFB (Re: BigFatButch) at macs and she bought me a crunchie and gay teenage magazine.
Learnt a new way of eating fries and such, then we studied our ass off in the bloody noisy party envioronment till 0300am.
Mum asked her to come over so she came and sleep over.
We walked a long scary way back from macs and i learnt how to walk and smile like a butch! :D Fell asleep at 0400am after irritating her with my rubber mat hahaha.
Got up to Sexyback blasting in our ears at 0800am this morning and rushed down to meet her dad who fetched us to her place.
Had breakfast and took a nap while waiting for Chng.
Went to meet chng and the pretty girl at the busstop, heh. BFB's dad sent us to east coast where we went roller blading!!! :D
And ass man, i fell down 7 times and injured my ankle, knees and palms boohoo. I suck at rollerblading.
Talking to both the sex goddeness (R and A) were lovely cos we can seriously relate to one another.
We're like the, desperately trying to move on, but failed and are currently out of love association.
We seem to be looking for love in the wrong place but nvm, we have each other :D
A's dad sent us home then after that bathed and went to meet the two of them again at bishan. The libary was too croweded so we left for Swensens to study.
Had lunch, thanks ann's dad! His treat.
Did some chem then we went and window shopped.
Bought this bird whistle where im gonna irritate everyone on monday yayyeee.
Trained down to chinatown and met ry. Shopped arnd, was damn bloody tired.
Then left for home, wasn't feeling so good cos i did some thinking and i realised i wasn't upset nor miserable. I was more of angry.
So i went for a run arnd 11pm and ran out 4km of anger :) I came home, read smthg not so pleasant and felt angry all over again.
So i went to bathe and washed away the anger. I am so stupid.
Yea so i am going to start work soon.
Tmrw's gonna be an early day manz.
Oh oh ______ gave me his number!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I almost fainted when i saw it.
I think im going to skip studying tonight, i am damn bloody tired and sleeping and exhuasted emotionally and physically.
I think ang ann na is the best butch EVER and rachel would def agree with me. I've never seen a butch as open and funloving as ann na, going the extremes just to make someone happy. I mean, i doubt any other butch i know would do such a thing so what the hell. Ann you are the best. We shall buy the QI chinese word and the gross wedding rings and get married hahahahhaha i'm just kidding. So ann na wore a DRESS yeeeha. I love you ann!
You kick ass babe
Our neoprints at the IC machine :D
At 3plus am, she's wearing my silky pjs!
Cheerup abt ______ Ann!
-
"Do you ever feel like she takes you for granted?"
"Yeah. All the time."
I've been thinking, yknw..
You don't.
@ 1:09 AM